Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst




Today

Full of hope, it broke through the sky and showed me the light.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 / 6:02 PM ♥

OhOkay.

Lets start happier.
No, what was nice about today.
Oh well nothing .
PE was supposed to be fun .
But Relay 1 Second round when i reached the canteen
Guess what?
Gastric.
How to run xia qu x.x
Went toilet to cool down .
I almost died there x.x
Freaking pain,
felt so faint
I was like thinking.
If i fainted there, who will know zzz.
So Mr Mun ran for us ^,^
Sorry worhs.
Went back for Chinese.
Felt like throwing up x.x
What can i throw up anyway.
Lol .
Okay, so just coughed.
Recess was okay.
Maths
no one sat beside me as usual ^^
So i could dump everything onto Ryan's chair
English was hell.
I couldnt keep awake while doing my paper.
Just rushed through it within like 10 - 15 mins
I was asleeeeeeeep. :D
Geog was hell.
Its not like its my fault i dont have the april bill x.x
Lunched
Dhen,
comes the worst part of the day,
Napfa.

Here goes...

1st station ; sit and reach .
Was okay, got a B.

Dhhen was IPU.
Was great, got a A.

After was sit ups.
Thanks loads to Puiyee <3
For encouraging me. Or i would never had done so well.
Was the BEST, got a C
Hoii.
Dont laugh.
24 is the most i got throughout so many freaking years .

Dhhen SBJ.
We were shouting loads of craps, like what,
Rebecca! Jump out of the mat lah!
Or,
Jump and kick HongWei!
Or,
Aiyah! Just jump to the next mat.
Lol.
When it was my turn,
i laughed like....
Lol.
The teacher gave me a freaking werid look .

Worst,
Shuttle run.
I ran with all my might
It was a E.

Good lorh.
There goes my fucking gold.
Yah, i cried .
While laughing.

哭到笑
笑到哭

I put in so much effort into the retarded thing !
Improved so much for 2.4 Km .
From a E the first time,
I improved to a high B.

Sit ups, I chionged.
I didnt bother about the consequences.
Those horrible cramps.
Which hurts until i cant walk nor laugh.

IPU,
its not easy .
I knew i couldnt fail here.

Sit and reach,
No, i cant,
Not as flexible as last year,
I deproved.
But, i stretched till i could feel
my thigh go numb.
2 more cm to A.
39cm .

SBJ,
P5,
i took dozens of tries before i passed by a cm .
P6,
took 3 tries to get a E.
Sec 1,
163 cm.

What have i really done wrong ? D;
Just because of one bloody station,
From gold, i got bronze ?!
I have 21 points .
With a E .
Fuck .

If this was meant to happen,
i shouldnt have pushed myself so hard .
i shouldnt have put in so much effort .
nothing came back to me ,
all those efforts ,
went down into the drain .

Perhaps,
i shouldnt have been so confident
that i could do it,
as long as i tried my best.

I tried my best ,
but nothing came out of it .
People regret,
for not trying hard enough.
I regret,
for trying far too hard .

Maybe i shouldnt have been ,
so idealistic.
Maybe i shouldnt have set such a high target ,
and caused such a great disappointment .

I mind alot about this gold ,
for the past years ,
people said ,
i can never achieve ,
because i never gave my best in anything ,
even my psle results ,
i didnt even study ,
i would never succeed .
I wanted to prove them wrong ,
but striving in this .
But in the end ,
i proved myself wrong ,
i will never succeed.
Even if i had given all my best .


Back to top, Babeh !
If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.