Full of hope, it broke through the sky and showed me the light.

From the agony of goodbye

I love SHINee's obsession !
I love the heartbreak .
And theres a rap !

I want to read that novel !
I cant control the temptation any longer .
I want that book !

Probably because there is more to it than love and breakups
Makes it more interesting .

The loneliness is unbearable .
It crushes me .

Finally back after so many days of MIA .

Everything felt like a dream .
Although its just part of the everyday rountine .
It felt real but again , unrealistic
Im going crazy

School stuff ,
Damned , dont crap me for my attire . zzz
Yeo sucks . Stop blaming us for everything man . You are such a bitch .
Uhm .
I still love being on stage performing .
And as usual i love monday and wednesday for PE !
But not jap though :/
Havent been to choir in a while
Because there was a break on tuesday and yog on thursday .
Kind of missing practices .
And lastly ,
Take care wife !
Get well soon and stop eating chocolates before you get well omg .
Oh and finally .
The reaching home at 8.30 on wed and having to mug for hist and is and
reaching home at 10 on thu and having to mug for hcl and lit is over !
That killed me .
What made matters worst was that i was distracted .
3/15 for math for the win .

05 - Obsession .

My hands tremble more
I’ll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can’t even remember, I become scared
Where are you, who has laughing until just now

(Why) Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
(Why) Is it getting dim? These scars are like shackles

*Curse me, curse me for letting go
Don’t leave me, my collapsed heart
Don’t leave me alone, I’m screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away

All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears

(Why) Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
(Why) Just until today, don’t push me away

*Repeat

I hope that you’ll catch on
That I’m a different you
I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
Don’t let go of my hand

*Repeat

Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart
Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me

Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back to that moment

Don’t throw me away

*

@ 10.47

Back at home after a trip to bpp for dinner with kor .
Funny trip haha .
Stars in the night are so beautiful .
Spot the stars among the satellites!

Dialogue in the dark !
Sounds so cool .
Overcome the fear of the dark .

And still i want the novel !
Ah, this is nerve wrecking .

Aw i love the dark , depressing , haunting and intense lyrics !
Falling in love <3

Obsession .

From the agony of goodbye

I love SHINee's obsession !
I love the heartbreak .
And theres a rap !

I want to read that novel !
I cant control the temptation any longer .
I want that book !

Probably because there is more to it than love and breakups
Makes it more interesting .

The loneliness is unbearable .
It crushes me .

Finally back after so many days of MIA .

Everything felt like a dream .
Although its just part of the everyday rountine .
It felt real but again , unrealistic
Im going crazy

School stuff ,
Damned , dont crap me for my attire . zzz
Yeo sucks . Stop blaming us for everything man . You are such a bitch .
Uhm .
I still love being on stage performing .
And as usual i love monday and wednesday for PE !
But not jap though :/
Havent been to choir in a while
Because there was a break on tuesday and yog on thursday .
Kind of missing practices .
And lastly ,
Take care wife !
Get well soon and stop eating chocolates before you get well omg .
Oh and finally .
The reaching home at 8.30 on wed and having to mug for hist and is and
reaching home at 10 on thu and having to mug for hcl and lit is over !
That killed me .
What made matters worst was that i was distracted .
3/15 for math for the win .

05 - Obsession .

My hands tremble more
I’ll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can’t even remember, I become scared
Where are you, who has laughing until just now

(Why) Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
(Why) Is it getting dim? These scars are like shackles

*Curse me, curse me for letting go
Don’t leave me, my collapsed heart
Don’t leave me alone, I’m screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away

All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears

(Why) Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
(Why) Just until today, don’t push me away

*Repeat

I hope that you’ll catch on
That I’m a different you
I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
Don’t let go of my hand

*Repeat

Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart
Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me

Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back to that moment

Don’t throw me away

*

@ 10.47

Back at home after a trip to bpp for dinner with kor .
Funny trip haha .
Stars in the night are so beautiful .
Spot the stars among the satellites!

Dialogue in the dark !
Sounds so cool .
Overcome the fear of the dark .

And still i want the novel !
Ah, this is nerve wrecking .

Aw i love the dark , depressing , haunting and intense lyrics !
Falling in love <3

Obsession .